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Best thing that's ever mine

2011-07-19T15:27:00.002+08:00

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hey bitches

2011-06-26T17:24:00.002+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates

but i've been busy (well, not really), it's just that my life has been too boring and there's nothing much to update anyway

my school holiday is coming to an end sooooon and i keep feeling i haven't played enough (arghh)

ohya. and i've decided to quit clubbing for ermmm. a few weeks? and i know i've said this a million times. i know i know-_-

hong kong trip was.... well... fun(: though i ended up sleeping tooooo much there

OMG SEEEE I'M REALLY THAAAAT BORING

sighhh.. time to disappear from this blog from a short while till i have anything or something interesting to blog about:/

xoxo

i miss my lazy sundays

2011-05-22T12:32:00.003+08:00

so thankful for jolie's cam!

awwww 3 more days to HK and i can't wait

2 more days till jos' exams end and i can't wait too!!!

sigh today is sunday and i miss rolling in my bed doing nothing the whole sunday

till the break of dawn

2011-05-16T03:10:00.006+08:00

finally i am back here((((:

i was about to delete this whole blog cause past entries were so so so depressing and i am so not that person anymore

wellll, decided to save it as drafts instead for some and right now, this space will be only filled with happy thoughts and everything happy lah!

i know i've been very late to announce that the holidays are here but aiyaaa most of you can see from my facebook actually

and now that the holidays are here, my sleep debt has been repaid (not that i have much to pay back also since i sleep so much during exam periods and during school period -_-)

but at least now, i can sleep carefree-ly!

everyday from 5-6am to 3-4pm? back to my kind of life(:

and those who still do not know, i just sprained my ankle (okay... some friends reading this might be laughing already after remembering my position in the toilet)

BUT, 2 days and it sort of recovered. okay la. still kinda swollen and painful if twisted in a certain way but i can run already and DEFINITELY CAN CLUB ALREADY I DON'T CARE

see my leg so poor thing):

i know i know this post's getting so boring so here's some pictures from random clubbing nights koped from jolie's cam!

ZIRCA

CHECK OUT MY FOREHEAD! is it only me or what? like everytime before clubbing i doublecheck to make sure my foundation is applied properly but inside the club with the flashlight and everything, there's always a patch there lor. tssssk max

ZOUK

ohhh. and did i tell you i love the girls in yoguru?

here we are celebrating jeannes' birthday in her crib

LOVE THESE 3 GIRLS HERE!

the 2 craziest people ever. EVER.

Halfway there

2011-05-04T02:17:00.001+08:00

SM- screwed
EG- screwed
DC AND FINANCE- equally screwed soon
Never felt so unsure about my grades. EVER.

Blame myself for attending less than 30% of the lectures and Blame myself for clubbing and partying too hard instead of studying

Ahya fuck still got 3 days only I already cannot wait to start the "bad" and "indulgent" lifestyle all over again. Just one month of hard work only for one whole semester and I cannot stop kaobei-ing already. Damn useless can-_-

Kk need to sleep and wake up early to continue TRYING to mug. Crosses fingers and hope my brain functions well enough for tmr till the end of 6th may!!

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Old habits

2011-04-27T22:57:00.001+08:00

Sighhh how I wish I'm at zouk right now for ladies):

Exams in less than 2days time and this should not be on my mind at all. Grrrrrrrrrr I want exams to end like NAOOOOOO!

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once every semester

2011-04-05T22:18:00.003+08:00

exams are nearing (like 3 more weeks?)

and i freeeeeaking started like <1 chapter of my first module

-_-

i am so dead, seriously

to make things worst, i am seriously super lost as to what is going on in ALL modules

like what to study, how to study, what is important or even, what is it about

WEH WEH WEHHHHHHHHHHH

for this semester i think on average i've seen the lecturers like twice or THE MOST thrice

FOR FREAKING ONE WHOLE SEMESTER

i win!

still, i can't get myself in the mood to study for it

still watching my dramas and planning the last clubbing session this coming wed and my WORK

K LAH. PRAY I AT LEAST GET PAP FOR ALL SUBJECTS CAN ALREADY LA!

alright, im going to try sleeping by 11pm and wake up at 8-9am tmr and try my best to study abit (tho i doubt it myself also)

*crosses fingers and wish me luckkkk

for you

2011-03-29T13:17:00.003+08:00

More of You by Mozella

"Every little thing that you do

Every single word you say

Every time you looking away

You got me begging for more of you, more of you

Every time I'm ready to go

Every time I think I'm back in control

Something gets a hold of my soul

And I be begging for more of you, more of you"

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this one, is for you.

no no not you, but YOU

for months i've been acting i don't care, and so over you

well, i'm not

like the littlest thing you do/ not do still affect me THAAT much

imy

Neverending assignments

2011-03-22T00:08:00.002+08:00

In the midst of these never-ending projects, essays I can still find time for (a lot of) drinking sessions

I WANT TO QUIT CLUBBBBBINNNGGGGG/ DRINKINNNNNGGGGGG!

Fuck DC seriously! Had enough of what supply and demand density, Reilly's law of gravitation and whatnots. Pui! Last project before exams! Can't wait for the long hkg trip!!!! I need to get out of Singapore):

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shall stop these clubbing photos already

2011-03-15T03:53:00.002+08:00

yesyes i've probably said it a million times but enough of clubbing already

every wednesday to zouk is tooooo much

and on top of it i drink every weekend

yeaaa. zouk's got to stop for now):

one last post for it though. heeeee

heh heh heh. guess where am i? LOLS

a very patronizing entry and i am going to sleeeeeep now and go to school tmr

can't believe i am going to miss SM last lecture:/

i think i attended like 4 SM lectures only? out of like ermmm.. 20?

ughhh. i think its too late for me to say i shall stop ponning lessons

#prayforjapan

2011-03-13T04:46:00.004+08:00

was always apathetic about all these disasters but this one, after seeing the videos, made me kinda scared:/

and probably cause my brother is not in Singapore but Taiwan and Japan is too close to him:(

let's just hope Japan could get over this soon

old photos

2011-03-09T01:11:00.005+08:00

dug out some old photos to show Eryka that day and she keeeeeeeeps saying i don't look like me now):

welllll, obviously i wasn't born this tanned what but somehow compared to my 2 other siblings, i'm like black lor. both of them are like white white la. so unfair

(click photo to enlarge)

and how did i live with the SAME hairstyle for like so many years ah?

still got my parents' pak tor time the photos

and my dad in the band

gg. last time i already damn hiao leh. and see my sister and brother next to me.

fair like one kind only. pui!

can't live without them

2011-03-01T01:16:00.002+08:00

and ..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

mannn. im so black laaa.

and something's wrong with me. i really keeeep eating these days

): ): ):

i'm going to be a FAT(ter) ass soon

This February

2011-02-23T05:44:00.002+08:00

Vday with my loveslovesx2

Random dates with Oer

Zouk zouk and more zouk

Mugging period (sort of) started

Zouk again

as usual, ending off with this narcissistic shot

Told you my life isn't thaaaat interesting

Ohhhh and damn addicted to chuck tv series.. Like one season in 2-3 days?

I'm a boring person

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2011-02-21T20:55:00.000+08:00

just like that

2011-02-20T20:33:00.002+08:00

maybe its time to stop drinking and stop clubbing

for 2 consecutive weekends i've been behaving like that and i know when we are drunk it's kinda normal to do all these nonsense

but i swear i've never felt my pride, my ego so compromised

like i risked it all and someone just had to throw it all away for me

totally feel like dying now laa and hide under my blankie for the next week till i can forget about what i did.

i guess yesterday was kind of a closure? and yeaaaap my phone's going to be in my bag IF i ever go drinking again.

all i ever wanted

2011-02-05T02:57:00.000+08:00

Can't wait for CNY

2011-01-31T03:01:00.002+08:00

one more day to 1.2.11. so fast February la!

still can't decide which 2 tops/ dresses/bottoms to wear for CNY from the bangkok loots

New nails for CNY!!!

And these few days,

check out HS's DIY-ed polka dot nails! she totally can open her own manicure place already

so many projects/essays due soon. i want to quit school (again)

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at 2 in the morning

2011-01-28T02:28:00.002+08:00

and they say puking your guts out is the worst feeling

guess it isn't true after all

i need to sleep and drink, drink and sleep all week long

BANGKOK- THE LAST 2 DAYS

2011-01-23T13:32:00.006+08:00

getting ready to go to platinum mall again!!

love this top i got from JJmarket la. i think they self-designed it and put on the studs themselves also.

the colourful cabsssss.

TADAHHH! shopping heaven!

and this beef soup! omg really damn nice!!! like sweet and spicy and the beef is ultimate shiokness. damn sad i only got to eat it once. shit laa.. this picture making me hungry now.

inside platinum

after platinum we walked to mbk. it was a damn damn long way there. walked through this skywalk thingy for like almost 30minutes i think. and stopped by mister donut to rest awhile

even their mineral water bottle got hot pink one

old school cinema while walking to mbk

anyway right, the stalls along the road to mbk all sell damn cheap stuff. like usually the rings are like 180baht in shopping malls but there they sell it at 100baht only. and the makeup. OMG laaa. i bought this lipstick/gloss thing for 50 baht and eyeshadow palette with blusher underneath for 100baht. all damn good quality somemore.

anyway, here's the tourist-y shot of the boring mbk

the skywalk.

while we were reaching mbk this police guy stopped us from walking then suddenly everyone stopped also. even the cars below. then suddenly we felt the whole bridge shook followed by one superduper loud gunshot. i don't know what it is la till now. but quite scary.

inside mbk they sell damn a lot of makeup, beauty products. like got benetint and mac and all. but dont know real one or not. should be replicas la. the benetint like 100baht only lor. cannot be real right?

actually mbk's really boring. mostly all the replicas. i saw a lot of fake hermes, chanel and jimmy choo-s. nothing much there.

but we saw tom cruise! hahahaha! in mbk -_-

this thing very shioks but i dont know what it is. like damn creamy with some coconut on top. for like 5 baht only. how they earn money ah?

anyway, i did my super bling i4 case there for 500baht and i don't have photos for it. it is really super super kua zhang kind. they help u customise the whole casing for 500baht only leh. now i've got this very cool (and heavy) iphone case.

and after dinner, we went for cakes cause it is eryka's birthday!

Secret garden cafe in central world

check out their super floral/vintage/cute deco

teacup set i want to kope home

our cakes!!! in clockwise direction: lemon cheesecake, crepe cake, some brownie cake

see the cup is hidden below the teapot leh. cute or whaaat. hahahah! didn't mean to sound bimbotic but sometimes when i am excited i just unknowingly talk like that-__- stop judging me la.

after all our shopping, this is what i've got

i really like my bras and bikinis a loooooooooot leh. so cheap somemore

and from all of us!

LAST DAY: INDRA SQUARE

we went to get eyelash extensions and did our nails.

eyelash extensions: 500 baht

manicure with elaborate nail art: 500baht

eryka's cute polka dot toe nails!!

and my mani

and after all these, it was time to head to the airport.

heee.. tricked them into doing monkey faces

one last photo in bkk

5 days of crazy shopping which i miss sooooo much. i really need to go back to bkk again and do my lip tattoo and shop more. and i want to go clubbing there too! and watch ah qua show and go dream world.

bkk trip again after exams? who onzzzz? heee

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2011-01-22T04:33:00.001+08:00

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BANGKOK DAY 3

2011-01-21T16:38:00.004+08:00

brand new day! off to chatuchak

took a cab there for 100baht

my shopping bag in less that an hour?

and my coconut ice cream! its really like damn nice. still give u the coconut juice in a small cup

after spending like 3-4hours there we almost spent all our money and cause we keep getting lost and keep seeing the same stuff over and over again, we decided the head back to the hotel. and got a foot massage first for 2 full days of walking non-stop

my damn fair masseuse

thai massages like really all damn cheap. for the foot massage it was like only 180 baht and they not only massage your feet lor. like the head and whole back also bao ka liao. super song.

went back to hotel and nap while the 2 girls apparently still can chat all the way and camwhored a loooooooooot. then we wanted to head to suan lum night market but its under renovation now. so off we went to chinatown for some seafood((: yumsss

from out hotel to chinatown it was like a rather long ride leh and for 100/150baht i think by cab

around chinatown in bangkok

our seafood place. got a lot of celebrities go one hor. they got photos to show but mostly thai-s so i dont know who are they. k la. got some hongkong actors also. but the food there really damn shioks. like we ordered one crab, prawn, tofu dish, fish, tomyum soup all for 1025baht only. which is around SGD40plus? singapore one crab dish already around that price lor

while waiting for our food

HAHAHAHA! my friends so cute la. look at their stoning faces

tomyum soup! why everywhere in thailand their tomyum soup so good one ah?

chilli crab!!! yumsssssss!

the tofu thingy with the chicken breast meat inside. the chicken ah i tell u..... really damn nice.

prawn fried with garlic and chilli. i ate so much garlic and burped it into eryka's face in the hotel. she almost died.

some sweet and sour fish. i told them the gravy like semen(LOLOLS) and they totally diao-ed me. but damn sour. too sour for my liking la

after dinner, we walked around chinatown. i was hoping i could find those fried maggots and scorpions stuff but cannot find. in the end went to buy back some food for our friends and families.

all the lin zhen xiang's products. the "dog poo" thing really damn nice. i think i finished it all by myself.

tuktuk-ed back to hotel

the day 4 and last day will be up soon. though i didnt really take much photos cause i was REALLY to into the whole shopping thing. but it was back to platinum mall, cheap manicure in bangkok and eyelash extensions there also.

YAY! meeting my loveloves finally after like sooooooooo long. can't wait to see the huishi who like really disappeared. shall go get ready now and not be late(:

BANGKOK DAY 1 AND 2

2011-01-19T23:31:00.004+08:00

came back from bangkok on mon and my wardrobe's filled again after clearing them like 2 weeks ago.

everything there is so damn cheap like 100-200baht? and food's like 35-50baht for a full meal?

ahhh can't wait to be back there for more shopping, massage, beef soup and manicure.

so we booked baiyoke boutique for the 4 days 4 night stay and it was around 200plus for 3 people. i think i paid around 70plus. and we flew there by tiger airways. damn few pictures cause totally no hands when we were shopping and have to lug around the big plastic bag. i swear my arms got muscles already after that 4 days of shopping. spent around 600plus there and got a whole new wardrobe. not bad uh? so cheap i totally want to spasm la.

on the way there in the plane

had to walk up by some stairs to the plane. totally no going overseas feeling cause don't have the usual linkway to the plane. and budget terminal was really sucky. like some ah neh country's airport.

still waiting for the plane to take off

reached the airport in bangkok at around 750? then checked in to our hotel.

this was our first room

it was super sucky la. the furniture was damn old and the bed was spoilt and the door cannot be locked. damn bad. we complained and complained and this ladyboy downstairs wearing fake chanel jacket keep saying that the room was for 2 person so if there's a 3rd person staying we have to pay like 5000baht -_- mega sian. we tried looking for another hotel nearby and didnt even mind forgoing this hotel and pay again for another one. it was THAT bad.

seeeeee. damn dark and eerie right?

then we were told we could change to another room the next day so we wanted to see how the next room will be like and gave it another chance. the photos in the website and the actual room like really duper different. cheat feelings one.

anyway, our first dinner at some random stall near the baiyoke boutique.

tomyumgoong!! damn milky damn nice!

pad thai

and i had beer cause can feel the sore throat coming so had to drink something cooling. 1 dollar beer leh. just drink la

and we had our breakfast the next morning nearby and some "yindee cup (?)" cafe cause we had to wait for them to prepare our new room. kinda forgotten the name of the place la. but their salami sandwich is damn shiok. and the thai milk tea also.

pingy's yogurt with fruits

and when we first opened the door to our room, TADAHHHH!!!!!!

suddenly like damn chio la. totally what it should be like in the first place lor

i think their hotel is half-renovated? the rooms below level 5 are all kinda old i think. the wall paper and door is like different. and when we moved up to level 5 everything seems to be more new. so ask for rooms for level 5 and above if you plan to stay there.

around the hotel

the hotel got this buggy thingy that drives us to this place where we just walk across a street market to platinum mall. actually platinum mall is like damn near la. like 10minutes walk? that is if you are not distracted by the street market you will walk pass. cause i tell u ah. the street market like not famous one right but DAMN A LOT OF GOOD STUFF LA. all the things are what you will see in platinum mall but CHEAPER. but of course platinum mall got aircon and more varieties. BUT if you see anything you like there right, should just buy straightaway already instead of thinking of going to platinum to see if got cheaper deals not.

so after walking in platinum for like 3-4hours, we stopped by at the first level for crepes. yah i damn suay lor. first actual day of shopping i sick already. so didnt eat the crepes.

my friend eryka trying to take a picture of the crepe. LOL at her face.

everything in platinum is like what we actually see in the blogshops here in SG but at 1/5 of the price. like almost everything here all around 100-300baht. tops are usually 100-ish. damn cheap. 100 baht is like 4sgdollars plus only u know?!

after that we went back to the hotel to nap and off to central world for dinner and naraya.

i really have to emphasise that the food there right really dirt cheap. dirt dirt cheap. don't know how they earn money lor. 45baht i can eat like the omelette with rice and tomyum soup in central world's food court leh.

and had a good rest cause of my sorethroat/flu/cough/mild fever.

shall continue on day 3 and the rest sooooon

BANGKOK!!

2011-01-13T02:44:00.003+08:00

In approximately 12hours time i'll be in the airport waiting to check in and head to bangkok. I can't wait to shop non-stop there and my wardrobe's really have ran out of clothes to wear already. YAY! time to stock up!!!!

anyway, that's enough about this little trip already since I have been too hyped up over it since like ermm. 2 weeks ago? and i realised its been some time since I actually posted an entry talking about my feelings and all. previous posts have all been rather patronising, trying to fill it up with photos and more photos.

so school has started and for those who still don't know. yes, i met this person, this guy, who is really really special (harnah! attached already la). for 2 years plus, i've dated so many guys and met so many jerks. there are nice ones around also lah, but you know somehow that chemistry is just not there with them. but this guy, i didn't realise it till today that how important he is to me. all along, we've been having countless arguments about him having weird working schedules and having no time for me. and on his side, he thinks that i'm always all about my friends and never took him as a priority. it was till today, when i saw him pushing away all his other stuff just to accompany me for that 2-3hours, it was till today when i can feel that what he wants was just to be with me. (aiyerrrr so rou ma one)

it's like suddenly i felt bad lah for always complaining that I have to meet him at weird timings ALL THE TIME. and it's like we always end up doing damn boring stuff one lor. his friends, my void deck, his house, with his friends again -_- these kind. like no feel of like really dating u know? but today, i saw like it's not that he do not want to do any of the usual-couple stuff, and he tries to make it up to me in other ways. which is to squeeze whatever time he has for me just to do the usual boring things over and over again.

all of you should know that I used to like bad boys and jerks damn a lot. like the worst they treat me, the harder I seem to fall for them kind. but somehow after the last rather-mentally-abusive "relationship" i had with this other guy, i unknowingly changed. NOT SAY WM IS SOME GOD-SENT ANGEL AND LIKE TREAT ME DAMN WELL ALSO LA. but you know, i know when he's kidding with me, when he really mean something, he shows me how important i am to him by DOING it instead of just saying, and he doesn't hide his feelings. last thing i want is to constantly doubt myself, doubt him and doubt our relationship. its like im not trying to exaggerate here but with him, he somehow made me who i was again.

ohwell, when i come back from bangkok it'll be like tuesday already which means school school school school till maybe weekends? soooooo freaking long till i'll see him!!

shall end off here abruptly and hopefully the next post i will be blogging about my BKK trip

p.s. please make my sore throat go away): ): ):

last wednesday

2011-01-08T18:57:00.000+08:00

finally had a chance to really club properly.

usually its either too squeezy, too many friends, super not high........

but last week was perfect (:

happy enough, only 3 of us and no queues and queues and queues

all from jolie's cammie

i've got big mouth #1

i've got big mouth #2

awww.. i really almost forgot how much i love clubbing and ONGHUISHI! i damn long never club with u already leh. can we go clubbing together soon): ):

AND BKK ON COMING THURS!!!!!!!! CANNOT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aspirin Mask

2011-01-04T14:44:00.005+08:00

Recipe:
6-8 uncoated, regular strength aspirin
A few squirts of Cetaphil or Water or Aloe Vera Gel
Mix until paste like consistency.

Routine:
1. Cleanse skin with normal cleanser.
2. Steam skin with a really warm cloth.
3. Apply mask for about 15-20 mins.
3. Rinse and using the aspirin bits as a scrub. Massage gently.
4. Use a light moisturizer if you have oily skin. A heavier one if you have dry skin.

Some may add honey, yogurt, tea tree oil, cetaphil, sour cream... blah blah blah.. different variations for different purpose. can go google and see what works for you.

Benefits:

Softens skin

Reduces redness
Gets rid of acne scars by exfoliating
Shrinks pimples

My review:

I've tried it once only and aspirin are really cheap. like i bought mine for like 30 tablets at 3$. i didn't mix anything with it and left it till it dried up. for only once, my skin was softer and the whiteheads at my nose seem to be lesser. but, i felt tingling sensation la (think it must be the acidic properties of the mask) so maybe sensitive skin cannot do this mask?

will try it more often and hopefully the scars will go away. and i got free cure natural aqua gel sample. will try it sooooon also.

IT'S A NEW YEAR! 2011 HERE I COME!

2011-01-01T21:11:00.003+08:00

2010 is gone and here come 2011.

time really flies and 2010 really just whizzed passed

i thought i just started schooling in SIM and now, I'm soon to be in the last year there already

and i have to start thinking what i want to do all over again when i graduate

2010 has been rather great to me and even better since this recent holiday

to sum my rather boring 2010:

started school in SIM-RMIT
stopped (or cut down by 99%) of me going to BQ
continued clubbing a lot in the first few months of 2010 then cut down super a lot too later
MOVED TO BISHAN
switched from blackberry to iphone4
watched like at least 30 dramas and like 20 movies -_-
had my 2nd worst heartbreak (machiam every year must have one damn gaogao one then can)
went for zoukout
had my 22nd countdown at zouk and had TONI as surprise
had the best christmas eve and christmas day
had the worst new year's eve by walking TOO MUCH
stayed and visited both MBS and RWS
saw fireworks live after like 100000years
worked temp at the learning lab and made a good friend- tee mong ling: the smu student who couldn't speak proper english and was "balding, deaf and blind" (HAHAHA)
and of course, i got to know this someone. whom i know i don't talk about a lot and don't really get to meet him as much as i should but thanks for everything(: the christmas surprise, the birthday lunch, and all the little things that you have done. i dont know if anything i've done or can do will ever match up to yours and i know i havent been the best and have been finding toooooo much trouble for you, but i don't think i can ever NOT have you at all. i have never felt more assured and more loved((: really hope we can stop quarreling over the same stuff tho.

alright, enough of 2010. i can't wait for 2011 cause it will be an even better year(((((:

i will (try to) stop skipping school or at least keep it to <5

some pics from my 2010

My Christmas this year

2010-12-26T00:49:00.002+08:00

Had to go down to work on the eve of the eve of Christmas day and made everyone wore my glittery glittery headband and camwhore-ed a little bit.

And I met up with Oer on the eve and it was sooooooo well spent. To cut it short, it was a very unplanned day with damn a lot of random plans and I swear I really enjoyed myself la. Like just plain catching up, heart to heart talks, eating, "little fockers" movie and not to mention Oer made me laughed till I swear I got abs already.

Ate at around the world cafe in bugis and the food there really not bad!

The mushroom soup sooooo cute also laaaaaaa!

And pasta!!!!!! Yumsssss....

Then took damn a lot of photos that day. Like reeeeeaaaally a lot till like some random "jiu2 hu4" couple sitting around us like laughing at us and our super weird poses.

Terence came to join us for awhile and off to MBS (again) to walk walk and talk cock and keep laughing only. Hate to admit it, but I miss Oer yanzhen that bitch already la!

And Christmas day itself,
Some house party fo foooood, gift exchange, twister, pictionary and a lot of drinks ( in the late afternoon to 10-ish?) like who drinks that early lor..

got present((((((:

Diedie must post somemore zi lian zhao. Lololsss...

Okayokay I'm like really tired and super deprived of sleep. Tonight shall be an early night and I will blog again sooooon!

It's the 26th already and four more days to my 22nd birthday and 3 more days to meeting all my loveloves fo clubbing(: (: (: (: (:

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Cause this Xmas I have you <3

2010-12-20T01:11:00.001+08:00

Tron legacy with my cousins,siblings and WM

And super long since I posted photos of this sort alr.

December's coming to an end and I can't wait for Jan((((: Bkk here I finally come!!

My life's kinda boring right now la so nothing much to update actually. It's all work, dinners, WM, work, WM, dramas and more of WM. Heeee..

I know I havent been updating a looooooot of people about my current status but ahyaaa I'm sure u all could have guessed it yourself also anyway.

And December is ending means Xmas and my 22nd birthday are coming up!! Wheeeeeeeeee! Can't wait to see the girls at zouk on the 29th(:

And happy 21st jolie teooooo!!

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it's really time to change my email

2010-12-13T21:45:00.002+08:00

my email's been changed to joannekorhy@gmail.com.

finally got rid of the makes-no-sense yahoo email so everyone please update okay?

though the msn email still remains the same

all the same to me

2010-12-10T23:31:00.006+08:00

i dont watch vampire diaries but i came across this song

(LISTEN REALLY VERY NICE OKAY)

I won't run
When the sky turns to flame
And I sure won't budge
When the earth does shake
When the flood comes up
I will dance in the rain
'Cause it's all the same to me

Somebody care
Somebody care
Somebody care for me
Somebody care
Somebody care
Somebody care for me

And it's all I live for
The air I breathe
So it's all the same to me
Yeah, it's all the same to me

Eenie Meenie Miney Moe
Eyie Eyie Eyie Oh

Where you
Where you
Where you go
Well, it's all the same to me

Eenie Meenie Miney Moe
I won't holler, let me go

Don't you
Don't you
Don't you know
That it's all the same to me?

Somebody do
Somebody do
Somebody do you wrong
Don't let 'em kill
Don't let 'em kill
Don't let 'em kill your soul
So, I keep on shuffling on and on
'Cause it's all the same to me

I won't run
When the sky turns to flame
And I sure won't budge
When the earth does shake
When the flood comes up
I will dance in the rain
'Cause it's all the same to me

Eenie Meenie Miney Moe
Eyie Eyie Eyie Oh

Where you
Where you
Where you go
Well, it's all the same to me

Eenie Meenie Miney Moe
I won't holler, let me go

Don't you
Don't you
Don't you know
That it's all the same to me?

Somebody care
Somebody care
Somebody care for me
Somebody care
Somebody care
Somebody care for me

And it's all I live for
The air I breathe
So it's all the same to me
Yes, it's all the same to me
Well, it's all the same to me

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sighhh. i just typed a 3para long post to say how happy i am with everything right now and it was not saved

tssssssssssssssssssssssssk

anw lazy to retype so to sum it all:

BKK trip in jan!!!!

i kinda like my job

narnia (errrrrrr -_-) and gulliver's travel next week and next next week

my birthday's coming!!!!

auntie annie and cuzzie brian and bernard are back f from aust so i cant wait for christmas

MBS staycation

how hooked am i to my iphone

and blah blah blah

(: (: (:

so happy right now i have to let u all imagine me spamming my smiley faces to you.

my life's SO awefuckingsome!

heeeee

ya la ya la i know i shouldn't keep haolian-ing how happy am i now la

later all taken away from me i emo one corner already

hahahaha

BUT I CAN'T HELP IT LAAAAA!

when we least expected it

2010-12-05T01:50:00.004+08:00

everything's feeling so fucked right now.

i SHALL NOT mention anything unhappy here.

instead, i'll just post more camwhore photos

all alone at home again from monday- wednesday))):

BUTBUTBUT. mummy left the car keys for me and say i could ask my FRIENDS to drive me out. duhhh obviously i can't drive right. pui.

who wants to bring me out?!?!!!!

GREEEEAT!

2010-12-03T23:44:00.003+08:00

THIS APP IS SOOO FREAKING COOL LUHHH! and what's best? its coming out for blackberry and androids also already which means free call ( both international and local calls to EVERYFREAKINGONE!)

omgomgomggggg.

im making a huge fuss la i know. hahaha!

and work has been great, great company, non stressful job, relatively good pay and old airport market just within walking distance for my lunch.

on a sidenote, my parents and my brother are going overseas on sunday leaving me all alone at home ): kl trip and now this family trip all gone cause of my new job. well..... not complaining la just saying though i kinda wish i could go too. sighhhhh.

okay shall do a proper update again soon, need to rush off to CLUB! like ages since i last went. so homely please.

cant get enough of my new toy

2010-12-02T00:01:00.001+08:00

Wheeee! Got an iPhone 4 for a super advanced 22nd birthday present from my parents!! Other than my numerous typos that made everyone including myself laugh, the apps, games and esp the camera and its addictive apps for it is making me play with it non-stop laaa! Dec is already a good month with a good job, 2 kickass birthday presents alr and everything's been treating me really well(: and I just figured a way to use my blackberry messenger as well! Welllllll, results out tmr and please pray I do well and not ruin December with my sucky results. Xoxo

My new found passion

2010-11-27T03:14:00.001+08:00

I can't believe it too! I actually CAN and enjoy cooking (the easier dishes la) now. Must be too bored during the holidays laa. I've mastered poached eggs, scrambled eggs, rice -_-, porridge, and the usual instant stuff.

I can now proudly say I can make a PROPER breakfast without poisoning anyone(: so fucking proud of myself!

And my it show job.... Heee. Lazy to even talk about it but since not working=broke, I think I'm kinda dead): no new bed, new anything. But well.. Beats standing at the booth for 9hours talking non-stop and having someone to breathe down your neck by monitoringmy every move. I'd rather be broke and stay at home and watch my dramas and sleep. And welllllll, someone's pissed I guess. BWG also.

That's it for now! Shall get back to my dramas/sitcoms!!
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currently on repeat mode

2010-11-24T22:00:00.001+08:00

I'm in here, a prisoner of history,
Can anybody help?

Can't you hear my call?
Are you coming to get me now?
I've been waiting for,
You to come rescue me,
I need you to hold,
All of the sadness I can not,
Living inside of me.

I'm in here, I'm trying to tell you something,
Can anybody help?

I'm in here, I'm calling out but you can't hear,
Can anybody help?

2010-11-22T07:51:00.001+08:00

For you

2010-11-21T22:33:00.000+08:00

Well.. fuck you! Hope you get AIDS. Pui pui pui pui pui x10000000000000
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Trying real hard

2010-11-18T07:47:00.000+08:00

From last week's zouk(((((:

I can't believe that despite soooo many heartbreaks over the past year I still have not learn
Stubborn is not really the word I will use to describe myself instead, I really starting to wonder if I'm really born dumb

Yesss. Everyone guessed it right including myself. I ended up forgiving and within 24hours, GG-ed again -_- ( mehh.. What's new?)
Sighhhh why do I only like the bad guys?
Isn't it easier if I just like the good ones?

And I reaaaaally should stop complaining and stuff myself with good food, company, work and alcohol(?!)
Hopefully sat and sun this week and thurs-sun next week at the IT fairs can let me take my mind of these stupid things. Hate it when I am bothered by them):

**I really hope by tomorrow I won't change my mind about what I've decided now ( I tend to forget most of my unhappiness and things I decided on after I wake up -_-)

I'm going to repair my cammie and will post more photos like reeally soon. My blog's so wordy now laa.
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pretty much sums it all up

2010-11-15T06:40:00.002+08:00

Don’t try to apologize
Or try to call me phone no more
Baby take off your halo
It doesn’t even glow no more

There’s not gon’ be no second chance
Don’t try to show up back at my door
Baby take off your Halo
What kind of fool do you take me for?

i don't even bother telling people what's wrong anymore cause even i am so sick of these

and within a span of 1month (or maybe even lesser?) i can forgive and take you back again and again and again and again (multiply by manymany again-s) without mentioning any shit to anyone.

riggght. im such a FORGIVING (and stupid) person now -______-

and i need good food people!

anyone seeing this please bring me for steamboat, sashimi, ramen, teppanyaki, korean bbq, seafood, more sashimi and somemore sashimi nowwwww!

okay nvm i shall head out to J8 tomorrow and stock up on salmon sashimi and spam it at home):

wo shi sad_child88

movies movies

2010-11-13T14:14:00.002+08:00

totally need to watch this!!!! and when is it coming out again?

actually all the movies i watched lately have been rather good so far. like social network, piranha (minus the gory part), megamind....

and after manymany photos that look like this,

finally ONE that jeremy's eyes looks open -_-

spontaneity

2010-11-09T04:48:00.002+08:00

wellwell, last minute decisions have never failed to prove me wrong

and surprisingly, today's the best day ever(((:

*spam many hearts and smiley faces*

though i cannot wait to meet up with all my friends from tomorrow onwards

and can i just say one more last time?

it's the holidaysss!

clubbing on wed, rach's party on friday.........

alright, its getting so late and enough happiness for today (can smile in my sleep instead of nightmares already).

i shall head back to bed and see the rest of my world later

GOOOOOOOODNIGHT lovelies

New eye candy

2010-11-05T18:08:00.001+08:00

Actually he's been so cute all along but his recent shows.... Weee you weeet! Too cute too cute..
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liberation day

2010-11-05T00:41:00.003+08:00

yes. its the end of my exams(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

had helluva time today though i kinda wish for new uni friends

miss those people i had in poly that whenever our exams are over the whole lot of us would go out together):

people like cj, yz, jac, ika, elyh.......................................

SIGHHHH

today, it made me wonder if i really chose the wrong school

ohwell anw, its the start of holidays

and i'll be gone till probably tues/wed

huishi and jeremy and gang today made me realised how bad a friend am I

like i really love them as friends and they are really like fucking important to me laa

and i hate myself sometimes to keep ditching them for other plans or cause of my recent exams or just cause i'm too tired or even cause i'm broke (but i am like seriously broke like 99% of the time la)

esp jeremy and jim today):

goshhh. i feel so bad and so worried that i might be making them angry and i guessed they kinda gave up hope on me already. like they are always there for me, backing me up, bringing me out and all but i always end up pangseh-ing them during celebrations like weddings (!), birthdays and all. i am such a bastard

other than being broke, i don't really like to attend these social functions where i know i am not really well-liked by some of their other halves (i know i've never said it before but yaaaa. that's part of the reason why i never attended birthday celebrations or any other celebrations where i know i don't really fit in).

REALLY.NEED.TO.MAKE.IT.UP.TO. THEM.

and ong hui shi! stop making me feel bad leh. tsssssssssk! after i come back i meet u like almost everyday la! in bishan, serangoon, bishan, serangoon, powerhouse, zouk, bishan, serangoon. hoh boh? u know i love you the most already lor.

and i still owe like damn a lot of people their birthday presents and am suuuuuuper broke now. goshhhh. someone need to give me more money and i need to stop spending on bo liao stuff -_-

2 months of freedom, shall plan what i shall do sooooon!

Its time to par-par-par-partyyyyyyy

2010-11-04T12:27:00.000+08:00

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Fuck exams and fuck organisational theory

2010-11-02T01:27:00.001+08:00

this is me, I know still pretty but look at how restless/lifeless/dull my whole face looks. Sighhhh. I want glowyglowy skin NOW!

I'm really not kidding. This module sucks balls max! Like I don't get a single shit and I don't even understand how is it important in any way. With nothing in my brain at all, I'm going to sleep when exam's in a few hours time. I really need more than just luck for this.

Well, maybe cause my brain's preoccupied with too many stuff also. I just need all these people to fuck off and leave me alone. I'm sure more than one of you will know who I'm talking about so 自动一点. Thanks ahh. And with still 2 more papers left to go, I don't know why but I reeeeaaally cannot stop thinking of after exams programs. Like everyone is constantly making even more exciting plans and I really can't wait and just skip all these and go straight to 4th nov. 10000 important people to meet and I cannot wait to see all of them now la!

This time, I'll keep it a secret cause everytime I tell, it seems that nothing goes right. CWTSY after examss! (Eeeyer the rest of you reading this don't anyhow think ah)
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cause we are too bored studying

2010-10-29T00:06:00.002+08:00

and off to google my answers for OT's paper.

and eryka said that this photo's like me :/ tsssk!

won't tell anybody how you turn my world around

2010-10-25T16:32:00.000+08:00

random photos from laura's cammie(:

can't wait for exams to end and disappear again

i dont know why but holidays are like for me to pull the MIA stunt

anw, how stupid was I to believe that something was different this time

well, nothing change and never will it. just got to learn to accept it):

on a sidenote, can't wait to meet my huishi, jeremy, jimjim after the exams

sighhhh. i'm totally not studying and first paper's like 2 more days away

TSKKK.

and cheryl cole's parachute is fucking stuck in my brain.

no updates till after 4th nov!! miss me people!

happythings

2010-10-23T23:28:00.002+08:00

Now I can really blog through my phone!

2010-10-22T15:05:00.000+08:00

Yipeeee! Found an easypeasy way to blog thru my bb and can even upload pictures! Woooots! More random and more updates noww!
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YAY! INTERNET'S BACK~

2010-10-20T16:25:00.003+08:00

Singtel guy came today and wooohoooo! internet is bacccccck

totally cannot live without wireless

FML for the past 1 week luh

and exams are really sucky. actually this whole sem's been super sucky

got my first ever individual PAP

FMLTTM

and how i wish i have a 24hour sibei onz studying partner

and can teach me OT

tssssssssk

ohwellohwell, 4th nov coming real sooooon anyways

psssst. got a secret to share(((:

midway through mugging

2010-10-17T23:33:00.000+08:00

And at times like these I really feel like quitting school. I just want to partypartyparty all night long):
And you know what? Most of the worst decisions I have made are when I drank :/
I'm such a useless pig and I hate to always have to end up scolding myself for being this useless. Serious
Ohwells, I should totally go fuck myself.
And after sleeping the whole day away today, I'm finally out to start on the dreaded OT!
Please wish me luck for this time round):

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CQOTY

2010-10-09T02:26:00.001+08:00

i dont know what came over me..

but.... here it is, i've joined camqueenoftheyear!

http://www.camqueenoftheyear.com/profile.php?id=241

SUPPORT ME THANKSSSS!

got 1000dols la. gamxia zuayzuay(:

rings fetish lately

2010-10-06T02:10:00.001+08:00

i know i know. i've been updating far too often.

don't think there'll be anymore posts anytime sooooon cause this week is a busy busy week from tomorrow onwards

yesyes i know. i've got no FREAKING makeup on-_- i know for myself how bad the dark eye circles are so criticisms please fuck off ah.

2010-10-05T01:17:00.000+08:00

last last week

2010-10-03T05:04:00.002+08:00

i hate exams and packing my room. period

but the thought of moving to bishan in a few days time... wheeee~

current obsession

2010-09-29T15:48:00.001+08:00

i'll be very thankful

2010-09-27T21:51:00.002+08:00

exam's coming and totally not starting on my revision

ANYONE, please just keeeeeeeeep asking me out to start revising

airport, smu, school, nlb, cafes...

just BRING ME OUT OF MY HOUSE AND AWAY FROM MY BED

and force me to study!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOSHHHH

TGIS

2010-09-26T15:30:00.001+08:00

i've so many things to say but this blog's read by too many people whom i don't really want them to read whatever i'm feeling right now

arghhh

and to be honest, i don't expect anyone to treat me like a princess

like some high maintenance fuck

cause most of the time i have my own friends and own things to do

i'm seriously not demanding AT ALL

even if the guy is poor, doesn't drive, doesn't buy me stuff, doesn't pay for my dinner, movies, and doesn't bring me to chio places, i'm that kind who will love him all the same

but i do know it when even the littlest thing i expect seems too much for him

like i don't even deserve his time or any effort

like i'm like last option to everything and i'm not worthy enough for him to do anything for me

and not worthy enough for him to WANT TO spend time with me

seriously, i swear i haven't felt this bad in a fucking looong time

like full of self-doubt and sooooo self-conscious of myself

but anyway, i can say i'm happy ENOUGH now

with like all these good friends around and youknowwho

things that were like almost impossible that he will do for me, you've done it all

all those doubts and whatever shit doesn't seem to exist

*********

reached home at 8am and now i can't go for the f1 after race party

FML

nevermind. shall take this chance to rest my liver, lungs and legs

seeeee. told you i'm like chio already right?

thanksthanks :D

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UPDATED: i think i really scared someone with my way-too-big appetite today(: but i really prefer meats and all to sweet stuff whaaaat. tsk

like this

compared to

obviously the one above

and that's how I felt

2010-09-25T13:59:00.001+08:00

Tell a girl she’s beautiful and she’ll believe it for a moment. Tell a girl she’s worthless, and she’ll believe it for the rest of her life.

i say jump you say how high

2010-09-23T05:19:00.001+08:00

i think i'm falling in the complicated web of love (again).

*crosses fingers and toes*

and so you said

2010-09-22T03:33:00.003+08:00

and slowly, but surely, the feeling's fading

and what do i do when all is left with nothingness?

but slowly and yet surely, i seem to be finding that long lost warmth

and long lost mutual attraction in you

this is really degrading

anyohhow, i enjoyed myself thoroughly yesterday(:

terribly afraid of sparklers especially those that goes "peeeeeeeeeyouuuuu"

where's the party people at?

2010-09-19T20:13:00.007+08:00

Zouk on a friday and with 1 chivas, 1 barcardi and a looot of beer. i think some people got too high. and i woke up with chipped toenail, 2 blueblacks (1 on the leg and 1 on butt), and i didnt remember seeing jerene more than ONCE. -_-

and i've got good news to share(:

wait till everything's been confirm then i'll post it here.

yipeeeeeeeeee

project madness

2010-09-13T20:07:00.004+08:00

finally met up with all of them

and now it's project madness season again. just spent the whole night (11pm-9am) i think airport chionging LM and going to do the same for today for OT again. save my skin, liver, eyes and brain please.

and i really don't understand why but my brain really seems to stop functioning everytime i reach home. it's like i can spend 2hours staring into space and not doing my essays even though due date's like fucking near. hmmm. my home's just not suitable for studying. good for anything but studying.

should i nap awhile more before meeting the 2 girls later to thon the whole night again?

and seeing all my previous emo posts make me feel like deleting them. but everyone has prolly seen it already so no point also. tsk.

lesson learnt: don't blog emo, tweet instead.

sorry i've disappointed you): i don't deserve anything that you'v e done for me AT ALL

in my pj on a saturday afternoon

2010-09-11T16:30:00.000+08:00

while waiting for late lunchie at dtf

man. i'm maaad hungry. please be quiccccck):

lovequotesrus

2010-09-10T21:31:00.003+08:00

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wild roses

2010-09-08T00:04:00.003+08:00

my friends all said my blog sounds super suicidal. i'm not la please.

i may be emo but hurting myself and doing stupid stuff is really not my kind of thing(:

the most i'll do is to club like 3 times a week and get fucking drunk all the time

that's the worst case scenario

LOLOLOLS

though i really don't see a need for that anymore

i've been thinking for so long and it's true, i've never been this person ever before

not even for H or any other people

i really have no idea what happened to me this time. turning into this jealous, petty freak

i'm known to forget all bad stuff the next day or forgive the very next minute

i used to be this girl who lets her boyfriend bring girl FRIENDS home as long as he tells me

i used to see and make fun of the guys i had when i see them grinding other girls in the club

i used to be so many more things great and i didn't know this side of me exists

maybe i was so afraid whatever happiness we have turning into something awful that i overreacted

maybe i just wanted to just find a (LAME) excuse to free myself from you and a potential heartbreak at the end

and maybe deep down, i know you didn't like me as much as i did and i refuse to let myself fall deeper

yes. i just wanted to get out. just because i'm afraid of how badly we might end up in the future

though now isn't any better anyway

no more guessing games, no more insecurities, no more what ifs

why do i feel a sense of relief despite being this sad?

i'm a weird child. like seriously.

on a sidenote, flu again and it might probably cause me to skip ladies night tomorrow):

promise promise after this post no more emo posts about this person anymore.

cause i have happier stuff to blog about like 17th sept, kelong(most likely) trip, end of 2nd semester in SIM, more upcoming clubbing sessions(heeheeheee)

ps. you're not a replacement. i'm really happy when i'm with you. SOMPAH

2010-09-05T00:17:00.001+08:00

You're The Boy Who Murdered Love
Cold hands and a heart of stone
You're a midas in reverse
You're the king of pain and hurt

And the stars turn into fire
And the roses change from red to black
You encourage my desire
Then you put the arrow in my back

Shot shot shot shot shot like a bullet
Stop stop stop stop stop oh you love it
No no no no no now you've done it
You're The Boy Who Murdered Love
Love love love love
You're The Boy Who Murdered Love

You're the thief of innocence
You're a tainted cherry tree
There's a mark upon your skin
Where your heart once used to be

You're a sinner with no soul
You're the nearly was I never had
You're an angel I was told
Then you put the arrow in my back

Shot shot shot shot shot like a bullet
Stop stop stop stop stop oh you love it
No no no no no now you've done it
You're The Boy Who Murdered Love
Love love love love
You're The Boy Who Murdered Love

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i'm afraid if i don't say it now there won't be a chance to again

2010-09-02T23:27:00.004+08:00

you have no idea how badly i want to hate you and never see you again in my life.

cut off all contacts, delete your number, your facebook profile, your msn and all our past conversations.

and avoiding all places we've ever been together before and avoiding all places that you will be at

i still fucking don't get your sudden outburst of weird behavior through the email.

SIGHHH

but why is that so not possible?

the only thing i'm capable of is running away and not dealing with whatever problems i have but this time i could not do so

cause there's no where else for me to run to

maybe the only thing that could exist between us is only left with hate and awkwardness

i want 17th september to come soooner. please pleasepleaseeeeee! i really don't like school):

and to B, i know you DO stalk my blog and thanks for that random drinking session at 3plus am in the morning. i don't know how to tell you straight in your face that i need a lot a lot more time but that day, i was really touched (like from the bottom of my heart kind of touched). pinky promise all these emo posts will cease like soooooon enough and all my school stuff will be finished soon then i want to watch the 1000000million movies you talked about and see u tah one whole tower yourself(:

HIATUS

2010-08-26T23:09:00.000+08:00

and yet again...

): ): ):

this isn't what it should be like

2010-08-24T20:30:00.000+08:00

tired of guessing what you are thinking

isn't it better if you would just say out whatever you are thinking to me outright?

i really can take all sorts of harsh truth

i'd rather be sad over it then quickly get over it then be left hanging

and being unsure which way is the correct way

anyway, i've decided to ........................................................(:

i swear i haven't felt like this in a long long time

and it isn't good news

somehow, something in me keep nagging at me to pull myself away from all these before i land myself into another mess

i shall listen to my head this time, not my heart

i should i should

butter tomorrow night!!!!

wheeeeee~~~~~~~~~

i want to drink, dance, and party like nobody's business

YUMMEHHH

i hate fridays

2010-08-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

totally hate fridays tothemax. its like end of the week so my allowance is more or less spent. and the whole world seems to be working on saturdays. those who are not working either have their boyfriends/girlfriends to go out with or are clubbing somewhere)':

even hate it more when finally someone asks me out but they all seem to be going somewhere too fucking far or have no plans.

im an emo kid on fridays laaa.

TSKKKK

anyway, times like this when i REALLY have nothing to do AT ALL i start thinking about damn boliao stuff and blog them. IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO READ ABOUT MUNDANE BORING STUFF ABOUT MY PERSONAL LIFE YOU CAN NAVIGATE AWAY FROM THIS PAGE NOW ALREADY. its really boring stuff. seriously.

and this time i started thinking about how not focused i am in school and i really like skip school too much this semester. not only that la, i totally fucked up 2 of my essays i think by doing my references wrongly. TOH. despite me reminding myself not to skip school, to be more involved in school stuff, im like seriously still in the holiday mode. hate myself sometimes leh.

*DELETED*

anw, before you all start bombarding me with "you okay not" messages or calls, im REALLY okay la. i just need to immerse myself in alcohol(HAHAHA!), friends, schoolwork and more interesting fridays then eh sai already(:

andand NATAS fair next weekend means more $$$! heeeee. i've got like damnfucking a lot of presents to buy cause like almost all my fucking close friends birthday falls on september): broke lao sai already leh.

koped from jac's blog

I WANT TO GO BKK!!!!!

awwww

2010-08-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

getting high on swings

2010-08-12T03:52:00.006+08:00

love tumblr's quote/pictures laa

and another random outing with jolie and i had soooo much fun in a playground

totally like one small kid, running around and getting tired with sand all over my feet

(((((((((:

2010-08-11T02:23:00.000+08:00

Tongue like electric, eyes like a child

2010-08-01T19:55:00.002+08:00

i typed and erased and retyped and erased everything i wanted to say over and over again

i am feeling so much right now but i really do not know how to put it in words

AHHH. FUCK):

I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE RIGHT NOW!

anyway, JOANNE KOR DID NOT CLUB THE WHOLE OF THIS WEEEEEEEEK!

all your lies, when are they going to stop

2010-07-29T22:21:00.001+08:00

“the worst deception: a guy can make you think he loves you, but he really doesn’t. and a girl can make you think she doesn’t love you, when she really does.”

the risk i'll always take

2010-07-28T11:24:00.004+08:00

Another of my random findings

How to Get Inside a Guy’s Mind:

1. He Says: “We should hang out sometime.”

He Means: “I’m afraid you’ll say ‘no’ if I ask you out.”

2. He Says: “I’ll call you later.”

He Means: “I may or may not call you at some point between now and three months from now.”

3. He Says: “My ex is crazy.”

He Means: “I messed her up, and she got upset.”

4. He Says: “That guy seems like a good friend of yours.”

He Means: “Was there ever a thing between you?”

5. He Says: “It’s a long story.”

He Means: “It’s a story that makes me look bad.”

6. He Says: “That’s a new look.”

He Means: “You look weird.”

7. He Says: “Why are you being so emotional?”

He Means: “Why are you acting like a psycho?”

8. He Says: “That’s not what I meant.”

He Means: “That’s totally what I meant, but now that I see you’re mad, I wish I hadn’t said it out loud.”

9. He Says: “It’s fine.”

He Means: “It’s not actually fine, but I’m in no mood to discuss it.”

10. He Says: “Can we talk about this later?”

He Means: “I never want to talk about this again.”

Girly Affair with Dj Kzee

2010-07-25T22:54:00.003+08:00

Wed at powerhouse

work starts tmr. pray that it will be funnn!

830 lesson and i can't sleep

2010-07-20T01:50:00.000+08:00

It's a wonder how I still remember every bits and pieces between us though it seems like you're history.
I still hope nothing ever started so that there'll be nothing to end
))):

Anyway my life's been greeeat now, how bout yours?

new addiction

2010-07-13T23:53:00.005+08:00

this post's title have nothing to do with heidi montag. though i really think she's tooooo addicted to PS and its making her look fucking auntie and super like a porn star. just look at her breasts please. its like a F cup when she used to be flat. i think she's so much prettier last time.

BEFORE

AFTER

random post ending off with my random photo

p.s. thanks for everything. big or small.

when steve jobs and bill gates are chilling

2010-07-11T20:29:00.003+08:00

LMAO.

more than words

2010-07-10T03:29:00.003+08:00

presenting to you:

triple JOs

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-07-07T02:03:00.002+08:00

can faster come back not?

during the holidays

2010-07-05T17:36:00.008+08:00

i've been...

clubbing

yaa.. more clubbing

mahjong-ing

watching World Cup

shopping and being "bimbotic"

eating tooooo much japanese food

and the batam trip, staying over watching like a truckloads of dvds and meeting a lot of lovely people like my BFF(HAHA!) and lover (muahss). that is why i dont want my holidays to end)):

and i skipped school today. shall be a better student and promise to go to school tmr. tskkk.. irritating. 12-3 is like my napping time please. PUI!

In her Sunday shoes, with her Saturday feet

2010-06-28T22:25:00.001+08:00

Even if you think the flame has died, there’s at least one lyric that’ll hit that last hot spot, and then you’ll find yourself as fucked as you were the day you lied and said you never wanted to see him again.

the short batam trip

2010-06-27T03:13:00.006+08:00

breakkie at macs in harbourfront centre before boarding the ferry

still waiting....

yeahhh!! finallyyyy

our resort. Harris resort batam!

look at its big pool with coolios tanning beds

as expected, first thing we did was to tan and swim

then off to Nagoya Hill for lunch and SOME shopping

AYAM PENYET!!

A&W root beer float and waffles!!

stoning while waiting for fooooood

in the shuttle busss

bubble bath together with onghuishi

still tanning and swimming

fav past time: monopoly deal!

SPA timeeee.. H spa is damn nice laaaa.

before doing spa still must DIEDIE take photo

the next day, having breakfasttt

our seafood place at Delima

we ordered like nestum prawns, black pepper crab, hotplate tofu, sambal kangkong, gong gong and 2 beers all for less than 40only lor. super cheap!

our messssssy room!

and after packing, time to go back to singapore)):

OBVIOUSLY A SUPER LAZY POST ON MY TRIP. cause its alr 0335am and i am too lazy to type anymore.

my new crush!!

2010-06-20T21:44:00.003+08:00

MARK SALLING!!!!

further proves that all bad boys are cute

why so hot one!?!?!!!!!!!!

byebye chuck and hello puck(:

you opened my eyes and you made me believe

2010-06-14T17:31:00.003+08:00

i dyed my hair brown again!! this time more ashy.

and he got rid (most of) my super black hair

new hair and too much time means photo spam(:

wheeeeee

how's my centre-parting?

my chio bangs tkb hates most

still trying to show u the colour of my hair now but obviously.... fail -_-

that's it for NOWW!

QOTD-s; a mini update cause I am too free

2010-06-14T01:03:00.005+08:00

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave
them broken than hurt yourself by putting it back together.

plain jane, joneinei off to work in the PC show for the lasssssst day(:

and finally its over. back to all my slacker jobs.

harnahh. i cannot take hardships can? only 3 days and i am complaining so much

useless ttm

eeeeeeeeee

and school's starting like real soooon but i dont want my holidays to end that soon

i've only JUST started enjoying it leh ):

(((:

2010-06-12T16:43:00.002+08:00

it's a no work day no work day no work day!!!!!!
pc show's draining up all my energy
like for the very first time since i dont know how long, i can knock out straight when i lie on my bed at 1am!
work in the show again tmr for the last day and back to my slacking SMRT job on tuesday((:

WHEEEEEEEEEE!!

and again,

NO WORK NO WORK NO WORK TODAY!!

what say you?

2010-06-08T23:50:00.002+08:00

my vege friend, cj came across this website and he showed me what they said about his personality. after reading it, i cannot help it but ask him for the link. cause EVERYTHING that is said about him is goddamn fucking true and i just had to do this personality test.

after answering like 70plus yes-no questions, i got the result: i'm an ESTP (Promoter)

in short it is:
distinctively expressed extravert
slightly expressed sensing personality
moderately expressed thinking personality
distinctively expressed perceiving personality

and the full analysis of my personality here:

There are lots of Promoters, maybe ten or so percent of the population, and life is never dull around them. In a word, they are men and women of action. When a Promoter is present, things begin to happen: the lights come on, the music plays, the games begin. Clever and full of fun, Promoters live with a theatrical flourish which makes even the most routine events seem exciting. Not that they waste much time on routine events. In work and in play, Promoters demand new activities and new challenges. Bold and daring at heart, and ever-optimistic that things will go their way, Promoters will take tremendous risks to get what they want, and seem exhilarated by walking close to the edge of disaster. Because of this, they make the very best trouble-spot administrators and negotiators, and they can be outstanding entrepreneurs, able to swing deals and kick-start enterprises in a way no other type can.

Promoters also have a hearty appetite for the finer things of life, the best food, the best wine, expensive cars, and fashionable clothes. And they are extremely sophisticated in social circles, knowing many, many people by name, and knowing how to say just the right thing to most everyone they meet.

Charming, confident, and popular, Promoters delight their friends and investors with their endless supply of stories and jokes. At the same time, these smooth operators are usually something of a mystery to others. While they live in the moment and lend excitement - and unpredictability - to all their relationships, they rarely let anyone get really close to them. They have a low tolerance for authority and commitment, and are likely to leave situations where they are expected to toe the mark, or where they must play second fiddle. Promoters understand well the maxim, "He who travels fastest, travels alone," although they are not likely to be lonely for long, since their boldness and sense of adventure tends to make them highly attractive to many other people.

so true so true. if you also think this is so me, you should really go do this test and answer TRUTHFULLY.

link to this test-

http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes1.htm

been so bored i even googled what my moles mean and like a lot of other random stuff. i'm such a boring person.

once in a while alumni dinner

2010-06-05T04:10:00.003+08:00

tuesday was well spent meeting up with the "alumni" members. almost full attendance finally. only if pris was there too.

dinner at Tonkichi (i think it's spelt like this) and the ramen was fucking fucking good.

super blurry picture cause i still havent send my camera for repair.

rest of the pics are from raytan's camera already

the people who always make me laugh non-stop

during dinner

off to acid bar
and the singers there really damn noisy la. we should've gone somewhere quieter

idk why but this photo is damn funny. lols at this candid shot. heeee

drinksssss

me, jerene (and her WIDE smile) and dajie

with kukuuuu <3

and that's it for nowwww!

im going to batam!! for some wakeboarding, spa and seafood with kuku!
please remind me to renew my passport on monday

i can't think of any better title other than fuck off

2010-05-29T01:05:00.002+08:00

there was nothing glorious to EVEN make me want to mention anything
so what makes you think i've been saying things i shouldn't?
and im a bitch i dont deny, but i dont talk BEHIND you
i say it outright and into your face
not gossip to some random stranger about whatever you think i said
if you think its worth it, i shall go along with it

what's worst, all these people that i've never even seen before seems to know me
and all these assumptions have been made about me
fuckyouverymuch, i'd rather you know me personally than tell me all the negative things
and try to decide for me
then make me the bad person by saying that i've been saying things

i'm sorry but i'm really not that free
i'd rather be doing nothing than say anything about whatever you think i said.

like i said and should have known, this is trouble right from the start.

arghhhh.. work tmr and happy birthday ASHASH, jaged, wayneeeee and soon, Norris(:

growing up

2010-05-21T18:52:00.003+08:00

Lollipops turned into cigarrettes, the innocent ones turned into sluts

Homework goes into trash. Cellphones are used in class

Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka

Underwear turns into thongs. Kisses turn into sex

Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?

When protection meant wearing a helmet and not a condom?

When Dad's shoulders were the highest place on Earth and Mum was your hero?

Your worst enemies were your siblings,

and race issues were about who ran the fastest?

War was only a card game and the only drug you know were cough medicine

And wearing a skirt doesnt make you a whore?

The only thing that could hurt you were skinned knees

and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?

The only thing you could cheat in was a game

and players were for sports and not relationships

The only thing we could change was our clothes and not ourselves

YET, we absolutely could not wait to grow up

And now, growing up has become our worst fear

Author: Amanda S.

i wish i knew what you were thinking

2010-05-18T00:35:00.004+08:00

i should totally just kill myself for saying stuff i know i shouldn't be saying
ARGHHHH
everything's different now already right?
like you no longer feel the same anymore?
i wish i didnt know what you didnt want me to know
but still.....

can't wait to club on wed
and i'm sick again
seriously. what is happening to me? like im so prone to falling sick now la

and those who still don't know. i've cut bangs. which is growing so damn quickly.

"letting go is okay, if it comes back to you, then its yours. If it doesn't, then it was never yours to begin with"

probably the best advice right now(:

ps: I HATE WORRRRRRK! rawwwwwrrrrrr!

bloody red dancefloor

2010-05-13T04:57:00.003+08:00

drunk blogging is never good.

happy weeeek ahead!

wheeeeeee~

2010-04-30T13:57:00.003+08:00

previous post deleted cause people DO judge
whether its close friends or not, they still will judge
and link all my behaviour with this particular person
TSSSK MAX

no. i dont drink and club more often cause of this incident
i was like this all the way, u mean u didnt know?
and no, i dont really enjoy being the third party
i JUST FEEL THAT I AM FATED TO KNOW GUYS WHO ARE ATTACHED
or guys who are not worth my time
not that i ENJOY BUT just resigned to fate -_-

i thought we were close and you know me better than that
well, u proved me wrong
once again, you showed me that people really do judge others
should've kept my mouth shut and not tell anyone my problems
cause they either dont care, pretend that they care or overthink too much

it's true my life CURRENTLY is about clubbing, drinking and guys
but you left out a huge portion too.
its about my other friends, SCHOOL and a lot of girly stuff
even if its only about clubbing, drinking and guys, what has your OWN life been about?
anything more interesting?

ahhh.. not shooting anyone in particular
just voicing out my thoughts that i didnt have when the conversation was going on
but woke up feeling misjudged and misunderstood

well..... proves that you don't really know me all that well either

okay. back to sleep now!

1 week to exams!

2010-04-19T19:14:00.004+08:00

okay. so i did blog. and i went clubbing last friday.
anw so much thing happened and i dont even want to talk about it here

but. it's always the same isn't it?
once you thought you could open your heart slightly to someone, the ending is getting hurt once again
i should've known better. i should've known that nothing good comes out of it right from the start. and i should've known that there's no happily ever after. moreover, his happily ever after is with someone else. im never the one.

and yet, i still hope things will end up different
ohwell. its almost impossible for me to let myself get hurt THAAAT much after H anyway
maybe its true. im really what most people think i am.
i dont get hurt, dont get sad, dont get affected by guys
i know i recover fast.
i know all of those guys are just trying to see if you are the special ONE that's capable of breaking my heart SOOOOO BAD i can never stand up again.
no chance of that happening again and i'm reeeally serious.

AND NOW, back to exam mood and back to all the mugging!
argggghhhh!
can't wait for exams to be over and powerhouse with onghuishi after my last paper!
(((((:

for now, i shall meet my happyhappy drug for dinner at bud hoags
cause right now, i need you to cheer me up!

xoxo

believe it or not, you WERE special to me

On Hiatus after this

2010-04-09T10:37:00.004+08:00

exam's 3 weeks away and today I really have to start revising alr!!
and phuture/zouk on wed was damn good.
tkb is really a sibei hiong clubber!!!
its like we've already finished 2 Chivas and there's still the Henessy and e33 from Arik and countless and countless jugs of idk what
after zouk it's already like 4? he still brought us to Arena, then Shanghai Dolly and after that Neverland.
Mega -_-
lucky Neverland was closed already and i finally can get some food.
my stomach was sooooo uncomfortable that night i SWEAR i almost puked

not really a fan of taking duper a lot of pictures in club or when my face is this red so here's the few pictures of me NOT INCLUDED

okay. only 2 photos with me.

after exams, can we please do this once more? this time i want to go thai disco!!
its a pity cj and stupid mingyang wasn't there):

and for now, i'll really stop blogging till May
but i will still be super active in twitter so FOLLOW ME NOW! www.twitter.com/joneinei